Dopamine Darling Values PHP March 2019 Who Am I

I May Have a New Diagnosis and I’m Struggling to Accept It

You may have heard that May is Mental Health Awareness Month, but did you know it’s also Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness Month? A few months ago I was sitting in my psychiatrist’s office and said something to the effect of “well they didn’t think I was good enough” there was […]Read more »

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Happy 4/20: I Hate Marijuana

Now that I have at least a few dozen of you ready to jump down my throat and shove studies, statistics, and stories in my face let me explain what I mean. I hate what marijuana does to me and how young society views and pushes it. It’s no secret […]Read more »

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Trying to Decide If I Should Go Into This PHP or Not

I may be going back into treatment, well, what I should say is I’m signed up to go into treatment, but I’m not really sure I want to go. Yesterday I had an appointment with my therapist and she updated me with what the programs she reached out to said. […]Read more »

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I Went to a Doctor (and It Didn’t Suck!?)

I Also Have Really Terrible Social Skills! I hate going to see doctors, as you would expect of a mentally ill drug addict with chronic pain, stomach problems, and a history of an eating disorder. I’d say most people don’t like going to the doctor, but when you’re trying to […]Read more »

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I’m so Lonely Now, Was I Just Entertainment?

  I’m lonely. Normally I don’t mind some alone time, I really like my space, but it’s been so long without any kind of consistent interaction that I’m really hurting. I was kicked out of my work friends group chat, the one that was my idea, yeah I got kicked […]Read more »